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Clearer Skies Ahead

by Hello Whirled

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lost my last ship to the raging sea which took my last wooden love from me the people back home won’t ever understand this severing of my right hand the flag’s out at front at half mast today my cold body in bed sits half passed away the beach looks nice but I can’t get through it thought of new future but rather did screw it this wheel’s not the same storebought, the wrong game doctor can’t fix what nature broke father can’t pray while his daughters smoke I wish I were them sometimes, earthbound and free instead I white out, floating heavenbound me heaven, what a place do they have a sea in space? if I reach high enough will they take me in? the stars and the gas halo sun the god with the paintball gun and his miserable holy son
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No.
3.
church is hell, I’m bored as sin I thought I was old enough to not have to come here with the family and all that dated stuff everyone’s too old or young and listening so close I didn’t think I’d give a shit until my eyes met Rose found her after mass and talked about our Sunday lives here I thought we’d both be bored but she’s collecting knives stories of the common goers, hypocrites at best but it got quiet when we noticed the thorns on her chest I knew she had short red hair and a green dress on but it never clicked she’d be a flower like this in the noonday sun we stood for a bit making no eye contact until she laughed and we both sat down to think a bit about it oh Rose I’m blushing too, it’s just for you come back home and we’ll be two I can wait on you but if you’re ready for a new garden life be my rosy garden wife why tell father? we’ll be happier off either way no one looking over us to control our Sunday nothing is impossible but if you’d like it slow I can wait right here you just come and let me know
4.
oh my word injured wing little bird venture home the sea’s waves sharpened and the nests fell out of the trees mothers separated from their kids “heroes” brought them to corners to keep them from the wind but the family connections hit the skids and as they sat worrying the gloves came on feathers plucked and sheared and amplified what feared center of some meaning but not to little wings too busy severing a lifeline to hear them try to sing once more for you
5.
maybe it’s a passing phase where all things cease to stay the same and I learn to let go from what I can’t change and let you play as you see fit and I know it’ll be a while before our paths cross again maybe by then I’ll learn to give you space but until then I’ll keep having crying dreams maybe it’s a missing face old thoughts won’t return but associations remain is this something I can’t train myself to unlearn? lest old fires re-burn and I’ll hold onto next time sail on grace and honor sail on your passions sail on talent, beauty and cooler actions they love you in Germany is that too on the nose?
6.
where did you suppress last night as the memory fades into black light ultraviolet sun wakes you up from the deep sleep that you entered to keep yourself from being harmed tattoos weren’t there but here they appear neck legs and eyes dotted ink throwing up ashes in the bathroom sink where mystery loses its charm as Commissioner X conjures the arm
7.
maybe I’m hallucinating maybe I’m just tired of waiting but the holes in my hand have yet to close and there’s white blood cells dripping from my nose and I’m not gonna act like I’m not having fun but this wouldn’t have been my first choice maybe I’m just salivating maybe I’m this irritating but the rain won’t let up yet the roof is fine I don’t wanna stay up til 8:59 in the morning again, I have things to do so I can be as accomplished as you maybe I’m just now beginning maybe this is a happy ending where I leave the world and you’re better off and you’ll never have to put up with my grating cough or whatever it is that puts you off as if I’ll wash my sheets when I’m dead
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Red Hair 04:53
I know you’re not there or I’d see your red hair next to the bathroom cloud but said cigarette’s not there I know you’ve been hurting and crying alone I wish I could pick you up and take you back home so we can be together alone both bottles are empty and they all smell like you, every time otherwise it’s like you were never here, at all maybe I’m hopeless but I’m right here hoping you’ll call even if your voice is shot I haven’t forgotten last night last fight black ice (found an old shoe next to her rickety old piano) the last I remember was third of December you were shivering in the rocking chair clutching a matchbook that matched with your red hair we weren’t talking but I went to get up you weren’t walking like you’d given up I miss the ashtrays I miss your light I miss your red hair ever so bright I may never find you or I may one day whatever happens I hope you’re okay
9.
in good will and good faith the hands rise speak up for the good times what good times but lost in the rosy lens how many hearts will they see again how many losing friends how many stories end in good will and good faith eye cannonball tear ducts arise like waterfalls
10.
I don't believe in unconditional love billions of separate minds tuned in to one frequency that all can be resolved with peace if we all just listen then everything will go away but it’s never worked that way well we can’t just listen to fascists who want most of us dead we can’t just let them pass on because they’re coming for our heads we can’t just listen to moderates who act like this is fine they’ll stay inside watching Freeform drinking shitty ten-dollar wine ignoring the world around them

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released December 1, 2018

Recorded on 8-track and computer. Three of the songs started as drum tracks for Max Gowan, but they're mine so I decided I wanted to try to work with them myself. One of the songs uses my $8 Goodwill guitar. "SCR" samples a movie called "The Long Hair Of Death".

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