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Falling Short Of Heaven

by Hello Whirled

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1.
hey get a move on I know your kind and you're never fucking welcome in here don't get a groove on if you get comfortable you'll bring all your friends here I've got a good sense of smell and all of my mates do too your tattoos smell like shit got no choice but to get rid of you I'm not the first to say it but I'll say it again I won't let you in if you'd prefer me dead that kind of bigotry disguised as progress makes me ill we're out here digging for chance while you set up a kill I'm not the first to say it but I'll say it again I won't let you in if you'd prefer me dead or you don't agree with everything I say I am right half the time's still empty like your echoing disembodied head
2.
Forever Mine 03:01
I seek to find the reasoning that lets her stay in my mind it's not a panic or a drop in pressure just a drawn but unknown line I know it's there, it's why I have to care where it leads I have yet to find to clean the mess made by a former self when I declared her forever mine young love is bullshit you'll regret it forever as I recount to you my endless errors over false emotions and wasted time she'll never know I grew these mistakes are forever mine when you're still learning you just don't stop and think if this is right you promise happy endings in five years time it keeps you up all night it never dawns that something else could happen and you're suddenly staring at a world cracked open it's a short sighted logic error you'll move past it but the best hope is the other person forgets it jealousy is a careless fling it makes you want what's never yours and then it tells you everybody else thinks just like that and that's another lie you tell yourself makes you think you're better than everyone else when you're doing the same shit they all do and you never think it could happen to you so when it does you're at a loss and what to do I still, one day, hope we can let our paths cross and she'll see how much I've grown and I can say I gave it time like she said I should and make me someone she'd be happy to know but that's not how the world works they never tell you words hurt and band-aids of the soul won't fix the damage you dealt it takes a living hell to wrap around the truth to evolve past youth she'll never know I improved these mistakes are forever mine
3.
Crisis Aid 00:54
the crisis aid is sold it's made of oil and gold the profiteers are winning prole mouths forced open grinning like touching a bird's eye and feel it back on you to feel is to crawl in a hole and important too
4.
historic car collector give me something to think about what would you ever do without the vestiges of your past? time capsule excavator what are you doing later? will you reminisce on your glory days of now? calender weeps nostalgia creeps it's like things never changed but when they don't die because you can't embrace time the more things stay the same I sing for the clouds I sing out awful loud but my audience will never clap sometimes it seems, outside of dreams I am incapable of pressing forth but the past can't be changed only rearranged when we pass it on ourselves poppy field march into the sky never ask how high mirrored aztec march into the sky never question why
5.
who could want it all nothing saving and only craving ideas of fulfillment rolling heads be lessons who could have it all no compassion or satisfaction an Atlas for the useless rolling wheels be justice where the pride turns to malice only golden chalices suffice feign a true understanding using money to demand they think you're nice sneak on by the other side you'll never notice smile and watch the masses balk as they send new swarms of locusts who could want it all who could hate the justice
6.
most people seem to dream about a future shared with someone they cherish and envision with forever while I usually don't think like that occasionally it crosses my mind so what's the deal? do I get my forever? a future shared with a happily ever after I guess I don't and if it's not obvious I won't search for a storybook ending pages bending so what's the rush? I've wasted years on useless crush the feeling hasn't returned and I'm happy for that another face works for most but for me it's out of place and it's another high I'll never have to chase but wouldn't it be nice to know for sure I'll never be alone and there's someone there to talk to me when I come home a warmer feeling exists but they're usually less common so until then I'll fall asleep in all of her/their arms tonight
7.
Overexposure 02:41
this again, it's never going to go away, everybody wants it to what merit, it once had has been reversed appreciation tanked and goodwill burned the spotlight's losing battery the media's giving up on flattery everyone loved the wonder until it just seemed like a way of life beaten to death with overexposure it'll do a little better when it's taken away or be banished as a relic for future supermarkets if the radio's on, something else would be wrong beaten to death with overexposure the novelty's worn out and now there's nothing to say steps too far shouldn't have been taken its due date's gone, it's been too long, you better run over and over doesn't need repeating everyone who cared enough got it the first time could have stepped back at the warning first sign but the money kept funding relevance they say there's truth in advertising but it's almost patronizing when all stops being surprising do you take it back and shoot it or let natural cause give way
8.
Distant Past 01:33
last night I woke up at 5am in a cold sweat quite disturbed by the thought that you were out there thinking about me it's not an idea I like much in fact I'd much prefer to be forgotten by those I'd slighted keep them free but in such grave events I invent in my head where people I've not engaged with in years suddenly have the same sad realization glory to the ones who kept me out who shut me down who won't be drowned by the knowledge they wronged those they once called friends despair be the true release the one defeat the safest haven harboring regret for an almost pathetically distant past
9.
there she goes to a point of no destination where it shows a scene of only her sight reaching no one knows what she does there or for how long where she's alone alone every time to give her something grand to give her something beautiful I know it's best not to see but I want to believe there she goes to unknown territories to feel alive wonder flows between the rivers in her being where it grows at peace she feels a deeper meaning all alone but one day I may hope to change that to give her something grand to give her something beautiful I know it's best not to see but I want to believe she might appreciate a little company
10.
destined, makes his itching promise sends to a god airmail takes its time but reaches addressed to whoever has the power to survive by proxy, others by proxy, others here he writes "god save the queen bee" inquiries were made in post hastily patched together on this search to identify who could only be confirmed non-insect destined, makes his move he's not gonna lose again godless and careless, running home with no goal or spirit here he sighs "god save the queen bee"
11.
you're the tome I worship by which I fail to understand the things you do the things you say emotions expressed effortlessly speaking in unspoken language and unwritten word neither seen nor heard one in a million one every minute approaching light invading life the dots don't connect the lines don't touch you worry me too much what's it all supposed to mean who are you supposed to be? before you mean nothing to me dancing wires I was interested rank and file I was enlisted but now I'm stretched too thin where do you begin?
12.
Plain Sight 01:02
here everything you see is clear nothing's hidden from the plainest of sights out like a light and everything you see is right here truth has no anti-matter mirror no one lives with unknown fear and no one will hide from you no one will lie to you everything is surface and of course none of this clicks you see in dreams you can do anything and if sense fails it matters not none of this is real did you really think?
13.
I know out here it's supposed to be cold but the men in charge thought it was worth more to fire up gold it hasn't snowed in many hot seconds I wouldn't expect it now but maybe in a month or two I know it won't and that's the price we pay for others' bad decisions I hate the cold but I don't sit and pray at night for endless summer at least half of my peers prefer much cooler weather in decades past they'd call this a bummer in the future there won't be snow just cold rainwater
14.
Talk Back 00:47
in good willed testament the hand falls down in good faith argument the highest ground becomes a cliff of adversity tell yourself you understand you can't just guess and call it surefire as if history won't repeat itself and destroy it
15.
I wrote this in June as a "Track 1" in happier times when it made sense for the sun to bring the heat up and the lights on and everything would feel a lot shorter and the compositions bursts rather than shows the curtain dropped and left me burned and uninspired here I lay in bed November 1 and watch the hour reverse I didn't ask to save the daylight and if I did, this would miss the point cause if you'd want to save it wouldn't you want it around? burn the old traditions to the ground
16.
first day on the road we've got a moon to catch and we're not skipping the less important steps to hold it some say we're throwing away precious little moments in our boring days we're not missing anything for this no more mistakes we've put them in the past nothing else matters more than our lunar path we're on a mission from a god who doesn't believe in us two days left and we're in the pocket of what no one else sees but we know is there second day on the road
17.
as years pass, people grow older and start to worry they will never see change seconds pass in an almost empty room with no windows or clocks with only, on the floor an hourglass made of human bones it's less than flattering but it's what is given many flock from the world over to confirm that this place is real the sands of time haven't stopped falling in 87 years and so it is decided it'll act like that forever I've had a lot of time to let it sit I'm sure these days you can understand why it's great for the health and recovery but pretty bad for everything else as less time is spent engaging with others I fill it talking to myself and every fear a man could have about the world comes pouring out and it feels like change is just a pipe dream, baby like the only ones who care live all the way over there it's cynical and useless to approach everything this way but the lies are harder to fight these days one night, alarm bells sounded glass and intestines scattered and the shrieks of horrified security guards at a bone-made hourglass shattered aired on the nightly news declared it breaking many cried with salty tears the loss of an iconic object the front page papers all stated "In Memoriam" they searched for years who broke it but found nothing conclusive there's a lot on my chest that I could vomit up but I fear, these days, and you'll understand why those I've chosen to surround myself with may actually listen it's the choice I make between cracking a joke or crumbling under the surface in silence and lashing out at those I know wrong can only get me so far and it feels like this is just a pipe dream, baby like the only ones who care are just one giving up is easy, and it hurts who needs it all the most but the truth is harder to find these days as years pass people grow older and start to worry they will never see change seconds pass but to some they feel like a lifetime robots on bored Friday nights waiting to clock out and be free humans on sacred land with treaties in hand signed and ignored, fighting on for freedom that's all for tonight stay safe out there however little that may matter

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"Future Shared" was originally "Minty Fresh Seattle"
"Distant Past" was originally "It Happens"
"Overexposure" was originally "Everyone's Boyfriend"
All originally by the Kansas City Breath Mints

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released November 15, 2020

All writing, instruments, and production by Hello Whirled from June to November 2020.

Cover photo by Dan.

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