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Skin At 15 Degrees

by Hello Whirled

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1.
to a land where all directions equal lost yes is no and right is so very wrong a land locked by imaginary walls and words void of meaning Moonside…
2.
paranoid delusional it’s like I have to feel at all on a beach with no sand playing into this imaginary hand that ties me down and forces me to watch my peers grow bigger stronger convinced myself I can’t be involved somehow and it’s me against them encouragement comes quietly but critics they scream loud however many I’ve imagined that keep me from feeling proud quality over quantity I guess but subtext I fill in the rest cause surely it’s all plainly there and it’s one against ten there’s a million people with my head on a cross at least that’s what I hear when in my head I’m lost there’s something there that tells me it’s a grander scene but I’m sure it’s nothing dreams turn into purgatory, middle of day cooler as I approach before they turn away everybody seems to say I’m doing okay but I’m sure it’s nothing
3.
she speaks to a lonely mountain it’s awfully cold these days he stands on the peak alone takes a lot to jump down she screams in the hopes he hears her he’s paramount to the cause he hopes he can ignore her and freeze to death white metal clad she’s trying to be glad she found him but you lose that charm missing half of your arm in an avalanche he’s feeling rocky today and hopes she can go away a land of zen inside his head violet as his frostbite a minor cold meets hurricane winds and that’s their heaven meet an arguing couple and it’s well well past 11 grounded somehow in figure but their words, they carry knives they want to get past this but they want to stay alive they’re paramount and lost they’re power mountain lost
4.
grass grows in limbo today mist over the horizon blaring signal source unknown figure obscured but at least I’m not in limbo alone you’re my resident daisy cutter everything in my life, blown to bits you’re my resident one another right up to the end in our limbo shit shapes, buildings I’ve seen before here yet I don’t know where grayscale, monochrome too far out to locate home even leaning on its walls you never hear me call is this a way to exist? blink and reset, never missed grass grows how come? I don’t know misty days forever how come I can’t let you go?
5.
Sundress 03:15
sun over prairie she’s dressed in yellow light mellow life, calming half a good time farming and watching the sun go down livestock and watered crops aching for the gold raindrops to take her work away stealing rainbows for pride sunnier paths on the other side a window to a hope Sundress wishes best lies down for night rest what little she gets of it her eyes grow tired her pets stay wired like pests on an electric fence breaking her immune defense lord of getting tense to find a life more freeing for seeing and not just believing she crosses her arms in spite blessed by the yellow light prays for something every night to take her world away
6.
when you find god on your patio count your needle stars luck is on your side tonight when your kids have the lawn darts they’ll be seeing needle stars and you’ll find angel bones in their beds scarred from the inside playful as they were you never know when they’ll turn you never know when they’ll turn luck as a rabbit never could catch it still you never know when you’ll burn you never know when you’ll burn memory pulls at every heartstring and your veins eye opening precision in every needle game lept in front of a pickup life flashed before me ignored me slept in front of a tunnel and you’ll awake to find growth
7.
I tell myself that you’re a premonition you tell my ghost it’s the wrong definition but still I break a specter over my deepest dreams pulled apart my bed at the seams before I wake up sent to another world to dream of you in deepest sleep another noisy nightmare in a soft retreat I’m following the leader of a deeper beat and I’m never what you want and never what you need but I’ll see you everywhere eye contact notwithstanding you’ll never care watch as I stare in sublimination so I tell myself whatever that means falling over heads on heels spinning broken film reels that tell me lies why am I so surprised?
8.
comatose so far night’s been burning so hard peel out reckless on a driveway you’re not heading very far whiskey trip so long can’t find the other drag your eyes are changing color and everything you love is gone outside on your knees asking anyone please it’s shit anyone has to feel their skin at 15 degrees winter air stings is the smoke breath or burning? hands turn cooler colors heartbeat feels the world turning wartime conditions fade and the angels serenade they grant you a halo and goodbye no one here to watch you fly clouds feel worse than pavement at least there was a day to seize it’s shit anyone has to feel their skin at 15 degrees give me a chance for a cooler life form I’d rather feel sick than have to conform to angel law over rule of hell like they’re ever any different was my purpose fulfilled? or are you just getting off to a sick joke? the halos here feel like glowsticks
9.
pavement grove asphalt biome they’re crawling on their hands but they’re happy to shake concrete domain academic pain nothing to gain but they’re happy to break don’t stare but please watch they’re climbing that upward mobility even if they know it’s out of futility they are today’s angels descending from towers plastic halos and paper wings today’s angels equally high bluer than sky they’re beautiful things skin tight teeth clenched like a fury of a thousand injured horses hope lost DIY or die at any useless cost whatever the cost may be army of some with sketch pads, not guns instead of building empire, they seek to observe braving the wind cracking the nerve held up on a pedestal it’s what they deserve
10.
he is walking towards the sunset and his mind wanders with him in his cut-and-paste little world where’s he going? take a bow, leave the stage vicious cycle of expectation writes another page he is walking alone in a room all traces of life gone but his feet remain in motion he is tired but he’ll never think to show it he stays smiling facing the sunset some day some day
11.
Pooch Punt 03:04
first down ten yards from freedom and legacy got sacked hall of fame gets further it’s a dot to me pass interference interfering with my life but it’s all inside safety supposedly it’s meant to protect me but I lose anyway I’m not much more useful than a pooch punt shooting for the top but aiming for the bottom kick the canine as I lay down with a concussion and a touchdown I want a quarter of my life back specials only come once in a lifetime injury reserve punch me in the face, it’s what I deserve draft bust all this great potential and it’s getting lost in a home run contest wrong sport, my span is short
12.
listen when I tell you there’s not much left to live for all up in flames over bureaucracy complaining about a new world order though fighting gets us somewhere I fear it’s much too late a unified solution isn’t happening as we’re all arguing about the use of useless state nothing like that sun we built our world around it but we’re killing us too fast working on the broadcast nothing like it, son watch the world run out of gas escort us out to the runway walking on the broadcast listen, my pupil we’re happily burning the world they didn’t make this many halos so soon expecting this turnout now come with me, my child I get it’s a lot to take in it’s not so easy to stand back and let the fossils of industry win
13.
we sat and watched the meteor shower at the end of a distant world we watched the moon give way to light before the rock collapsed in on itself would we be better off in a distant world? would we be happier in a distant world? would life mean anything in a distant world? does life mean anything now?
14.
she walks down the aisle in a gold dress he waits for her there in shiny black robes whispering doubts and harbors coded speaking tongues eyes padlocked glances cocked the minister asks if they do and they don't know what to they let go of their hands combination lock for their eyes her decision and his lining up and now her hands are heavy nursing more than justice

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All vocals, instruments, writing, production, artwork, etc. by Ben Spizuco, at various locations around TCNJ.

"Second mistake" sample in "Pooch Punt" from Lucius Brooks as Dusty in Harlem Rides The Range.


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released March 15, 2019

RESIDENT DAISY CUTTER www.youtube.com/watch?v=RsGabJ06P6s
POOCH PUNT www.youtube.com/watch?v=JFLg_akAv90

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