If I hadn't made the percussion too loud this would be on the album. However, I screwed it up and recording this the first time around was so annoying that I don't really want to do it again.
lyrics
I know I’ve been struggling
I know I’ll make it out
I’m taking it day by day
every little step of the way
sometimes I’m close to giving up
resigning myself to a wall decoration
feel my form devolve into
abstract designs
into
two shapes
one on the left side craving death
two shapes
one on the right side hoping I’ll stay
a well-crafted game I’m not skilled enough to play
both in arm’s reach of a punch in the gut
but too far away to land it
you knows it feels fucked
I spend all my free time worrying
feeling like I should be hurrying
every week feels like a day
every little step of the way
lights off at 4 lights on at 10
don’t know how I’ll make it through again
in need of something to say
every night my dreams display
two shapes
one on the left side craving death
two shapes
one on the right side hoping I’ll stay
but never coming up with a refreshing way
to convince me to be out there, avoiding retreat
while I’m content here, collecting defeat
I know it’s better if I ask
but why should I be put to the task?
it’s not like we have much left of these days
every little step of the way
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