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My Heaven

by Hello Whirled

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1.
way up in the tower watch them dropping girls lights out inside with nothing left to hide holed up in the bed hear the screams next door could get up but they're not what I live for drunk haircuts tonight running with scissors 'til they can't see light way up in the tower watch their dripping world lights out inside with nothing left to hide they won't settle down
2.
we're on a hunt for the lighting fires of Asheville yellow skies and orange grounds to make it easier and someday we'll make it higher and light a safer fire for the dead pyro her world is her ashtray to dispose of trees and wildlife from her pack of flints to give out the sacred knife lips stained on the filter she flicks into the world the clouds unclean the farming irons curled don't run, it's getting late to claim the dead woman's estate the arsonist is laid to rest propane torch laid on her breast
3.
Settlement 01:42
where are we now? days, pages of our journals burned by the sands of space rapid fire attitudes tied by our choking lace scorpions braiding our hair at night drinking our supply sun-dried skin peeling off our hands never quite there to die
4.
out far, sigh - you breached my heart dismantled, and held apart let it go from your hands the wrong fingertips will make it bleed beat it 'til I can't feel hurt the pain deserves to be just curt 'til it fell apart
5.
Teenage Wino 03:00
what lies beneath the eyes the glasses and the sun-tan the many years I've questioned could she be the one to prove I'm wrong to pick me up and make it strong she's looking down at me the only thing I see is she intellectual or full of shit will I get tired of it? is she really in all there or just another teenage wino just like them? is there even common ground in this beautiful girl I found? or am I lost to wander around wondering why no one I love's like me? where will I go to find who I want to forever know as my soulmate or someone along those lines someone who peaks my interest and designs
6.
aimless tribes many not taken many left shaken many unturned lawless nights half as gold as the letters not sent and the corners not bent half as cold as you were then I hope not to know where you are now aimless rites many not read every left dead every left dead
7.
Breather 03:46
could be the thing to save us the book of history's greatest reunions comeback tome sexless and castrated they built the city in a hot flash then went home but who am I in it for? the puritan or the whore? are those the right labels? I'm not sure breathing harder than before the breeder takes her time waiting for the perfect partner in crime mileage breaks me out in hives 33 miles up 295 leaving home to a magical land not far away but enough to make me say "I feel alone"
8.
gut swig from the morning rum she asks herself if that's really what she's here for retreats back into bed and ruffles the pink strands on her head is she ready to live this same old life corner to corner, knife by knife is it worth it to live on gut repeating or can Athena's heart start beating? the love is there, she knows for sure but can she bring it to herself to find it anymore? eternally worrying if the ship sailed but there's still hope for this ex-"war whore" to prevail the west side looks brighter today more yellows, less gray did the optimism bloom the world? or is her vision just that curled? around the block to keep it rolling fully aware of where she's strolling another light to let her shine another day for a brand new time the love is there, she knows for sure a new horizon to become someone pure built a new ship when the last one sailed letting the other cheek prevail
9.
10.
the room drips black light shines through the crack but it goes nowhere just like you did and now you're here encapsulated in your greatest fear sailing hope away there'll be none where you stay you thought you had it but the night took your dreams away now you're left to cry into the void your tears are freezing cracking down graying out your hairs the top of the stars falls down the stairs their lies won't protect you and your innocence erodes on sight reality takes another bite tensions break in tears wiping countless years in smoke and glass you break your sight to face the light brush away your hair, and let your eyes give you grand insight turn on the light and turn around
11.
where we land and hit the target breathe hard and make the mark on the ground plant the flag and be proud make your mark on the ground plant the flag and take part where it always has you and you it strangled together breathing forever
12.
the face of the stars looking down through the clouds he watches, smiling glad he's free and Little Dipper knew me cruising the atoms for another cannonball he knew it all and Little Dipper knew we had it in us
13.
Ahead 04:09
the saffron's growing too high there's no more room to see the trees the ivy's much too strong here bringing out holes in my knees and now where I can't walk I can only gawk the satellites pointing at my destiny I know it'll hit me fast that I didn't misjudge the glance that passed at the sheer volume and density my heaven's only ahead the skies are inking darker clouds and home is only down the street I'll make it if it's the last thing that I do before heaven's underneath as the light dawns gray a tear drops as I pray that everything will end up fine that the peers won't fuck me up that the doors to love don't shut and I won't have to watch the hell I've mined the air is feeling colder I guess it's time to fly the nest to leave behind my family and don the lion to my crest

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All things done by Ben Spizuco except:

"Melodramatic Bullet" outro recorded in M3
"Aimless Rites" outro drum samples taken from some royalty-free sound site
"Fantasy Bleach" intro spoken by Marla English in 'Shield For Murder'
"Lou Gehrig's Disease" written by Big Dipper

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released July 4, 2017

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