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History Worth Repeating

by Hello Whirled

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1.
Witness 01:50
don't you fucking look at me you don't have to look at me I need you to look at me
2.
Acquiesce 01:55
it's too early to make decisions the sun's not up but unfortunately we are oh for crying out loud we're all doing it too just cry a little quieter and let me sleep in a little longer to explore the night I'm not facing the day without a fight hope sucks I wish I didn't have it it seems you still have yours and you won't stop saying "acquiesce" cause I know how much you care about the outcome care about the journey give this shit a rest throw an old movie on the TV wish things were still that sanitized and never fully realized how much power we could have dress nicely for boring adventures of embezzlement or whatever those were about
3.
Process 01:26
you won't remember the songs all the lyrics are too long but I suppose all the best ones are no bait for the hooks lack charisma, good looks but I reckon the best minds don't if being a god wasn't so complex I'd try it out myself but if it's revolutionary it must be free and then I'd be like everyone else and gods are meant to be slain or being unique would make you plain context matters when the vacuum cleans in the middle there's a floor of dirty scenes but the headaches aren't so mean nothing ever spells itself out but it spills and there's no rags on hand nerve to say "go start a band" if all it rewarded was self-respect I'd keep it to myself but if it's for the public then it can't be free and then I'd be like everyone else and heroes are meant to be dead or being unique would put a target on your head running in circles only works so long you won't remember my songs all the lyrics are too long but I suppose all the best ones are
4.
Bloodletting 01:33
"I don't know you" is something I would say if events had gone my way and you'd truly cut me out for good I wish sometimes you'd never forgiven me like a bad insurance ad I could be forgotten and left alone why do good things happen to bad people and why am I doing so well? see that's a joke I made to set up a point I'm actually doing terribly but I need you to know it now because one day I'm gonna kill ya and that's the last they'll ever hear from me live a hero's death or a villain's life or a bystander's disease one day I'm gonna kill ya and I'll gut you like the leech you are cut down the boundaries you always ignored and discover the benefits of bloodletting
5.
once again the path splits into equally unsavory directions and near certain death paths once again the river backs up too much and overflows over such a large expanse once again asks to remind on no uncertain time get up from your seats and head for the exits this is only the end once again the blood outweighs the water as long as no one's after no bookmark necessary aratamemashite
6.
Diptych 01:51
your face is telling me nothing and your eyes are quietly humming something nice but it's slowly crumbling and the race isn't worth much running running out of water water to rain rain for your clouds clouds for your parade parades for what? you've kinda done nothing and I guess that's something but you're not moving much and your words in diptych and palimpsest growing blurred over time meaning less and quite absurd by the mark of your crest you're undeterred but you're not playing your best hand hand over the keys to your heart I don't care to penetrate, just need to know that you have one it's not my job to guess you're enjoying this but do you feel anything at all these days? these days are troubled ones, we know would be lying if I didn't think so but history is divided by the winners and I guess we're losing cause we're not doing much much has to be done around here but is it revolutionary to do nothing all day? could say okay if you had the energy to speak or open something what a way to celebrate the end times sure the future could be better but I'd almost rather die unfulfilled
7.
Shaking 01:45
master looks at his table lays out his tools and prepares for the trade conjures a spell from his fables and reacts with defied grade master washes himself clean walks into dusk with a smile on his face was an unforgettable scene and a lack of solid trace that's why they built barriers for the heartless and the hardened they're here and they're scarier and they're shaking up the garden
8.
Egregore 01:55
who are you to watch me as I walk my day to day? is it true you're really floating? do you even have a face? some may call you "thoughtform" but I'll call you by your name as soon as I know what it is we'll be walking all the same I don't know who you are or how you found me should it be enough to ground me? some extent of you surrounds me does your present form confound me? who am I to question why this entity appears? it might not be the least explainable thing I've seen in the last 10 years do I hunger for another? have I tricked myself again? am I praying for a lovebird? have I grown tired of having friends? I don't know who you are or why you chose me I have enough self-doubt to know you broke me my bed's not made enough for this to be a dream-like lie when they say "you'll find someone to call your own" did they mean of own design? I don't know who you could be so please close the door and leave believing you is not the problem but it's a grief to believe in me I don't want to live forever if I'm going to be alone but at a choice I'll just say "never" and ask you now to leave my home
9.
they found the body on the spot air dried the blood while the skin was hot it rained carnations the night you died and now you're a new world they tagged your limbs and sent you free to be with like minded carbon for eternity it rained carnations the night you died and now it's a new world you can't change the past only hope for a better future and that's for a new world
10.
Datura 00:54
I can't sit still these days it's getting harder to do that there's nothing more I'd rather do than leave but if I walk they'll cut my future from my arms take the hands and leave me to clean the trail put it on me to keep this train moving piling on the coal for your entertainment pointless and pained, all I'm doing is losing hop towards the tracks and never look back would I be happier elsewhere? suddenly location matters could there be a better ending? of datura trips and acid splatters
11.
Rubber 01:57
stretch the mind too thin watch it snap back like rubber let the organs fall and replace them after another the body's not supposed to live like this doing everything and nothing at a time we look back at the horror of it and decide that this is fine
12.
Wrench 01:55
we both know this isn't working but that doesn't make it any harder watching you leave there's a hole in my heart that I carved myself and there's no cause left to resign or bereave let me ponder let me wonder let me filter out the screams let me pretend let me ascend let me perish to my dreams I know I'm flying but it feels like falling I could be dying but really I'm crawling
13.
Heavenbound 01:21
and they run so closely and they walk so far and they travel quickly and they end up where the sun doesn't set on time days pass like seconds anywhere the moon isn't an old friend just fine and they sleep on the ground and they wake up early and they feast for years and they house a garden and they use their tears to grow their floral blood passed down for generations here no bombs could torch this sacred sleeping ground either way, heavenbound
14.
Quaintrelle 01:57
dandizette / I do regret the things I've said of you of assuming natures not investigating through marionette with invisible strings I thought you were of such but so capable of brilliant things I seek no second touch quaintrelle do tell a tiny world wrapped around your finger trapped inside your shell quaintrelle oh well every chance worth taking such as long as you excel philocalist / how I had missed your little whispered threats when most are shooting eye daggers you shoot eye bayonets traditionalist you're not and never expected to be show and tell, a place in hell prove you skated your own circle
15.
Buzzcut 01:34
you think you look good with the buzzcuts on up the mountains with a self made weight drop of sweat could move your hands to gun a heartbeat's all you need to never hesitate you're a menace to the peace of the world awful terror to a neverland reaching values not unseen by the dead they'd be alive instead if you hadn't let it get to your head you're helping no one with that buzzcut, son deliriously delusionally complex gods stain the rivers with the setting sun where you come from there's no moon if there is, it's coming down soon
16.
Normality 01:07
there's toxic waste down at the watering hole it'd be a lot safer there if it wasn't so cold but with nowhere else to go we all pile up into the same location all make the same pained observations with no effects to show an opportunity presents itself as thinly veiled "back to normal" escape but when everyone pulled back the drapes it showed nothing had really changed because no one believes in moving forward to accept the dangers of staying the same
17.
it never takes you much to turn you on and while I appreciate the gesture it's my right to say you're wrong I'm almost dead already and you're so full of life hold the fondant and the toppers it's a match not made in any heaven it's too late to feel I'm ready can't back out now but I don't like this touch let's take it steady live as friends until our paths split and we reach the end and never see each other again it never takes too much to turn me off short of falling into a lecture I refuse to play along much like the dreams I don't have a lonely king in a dancehall court nothing like cutting short it sounds like you but I'm not ready your words strike like earthquakes for me alone but that's the past unsteady the future's bleak but not so much that it needs you
18.
Aegis 01:40
old silver in the sun you've got the heart of a winner old age is not for harm coated legend for beginners I know I'll see you everywhere I know you'll go to many places I know I'll cheer you on in stares I know you won't forget the faces old silver hearted son your journey has begun (and it's not a short one) stock on mythril 'fore you leave give us time to sit and grieve (a little longer)
19.
Thousand 14:23
history's made in the present for futures that don't exist decisions made for hope, forgiveness and people that won't be missed all of it forms an experience a story of someone's life birthing to burial stories and drink to it every night but what if it's all a farce? and none of it's worth any value? shrinking into a hole where nothing receives light submerged with the head of the K class it searches for something right gasps once for air, learning nothing and vanishes out of sight people I knew growing up have taken journeys of their own some haven't changed, and paid for it some made a family home boring and plain is an option an easy way through the game pleasant but not worth discussing it starts to look all too same who would want to live like that? you did what you wanted but what you wanted was shit who would want to die for that? some words engraved and that's the last of it who would want to live for that? repetition and droning on who would want to die like that? playing every second wrong like an endless vicious cycle I still haven't learned to control mine like a morphogenetic Bible with all of the waste spared it's still as good as dead like a perpetual motion wheel I want to feel nothing just for a taste of the end just to finally fucking feel a meaningful change so I don't feel like I'm floating in a cold sleep on a shooting range target couldn't be painted redder just to not feel estranged we can all sit around and watch me unravel like yarn in the hands of a careless nurse I'm losing wars to win a single battle and acting surprised when it keeps getting worse I think sometimes I long for a companion someone to know will always be there but at the thought of romantic relations my eyes dart inward and my brain goes nowhere may I be blessed to live my life as a silent protagonist in a game you'll never play leave the world to argue whether I should speak or not deep down I know it's the right move you won't like what I have to say it's as the kids say - I belong in limbo everything must remain it's as my thoughts stay - I belong in limbo nothing must ever change all I wish, and nothing more, is that you please forget my name in honor of my hopeless soul that's doomed to never do the same I don't ask for death, I just want another life to mend my ongoing mistakes and treat it all as a bad game or maybe it's quite good, I wouldn't know it if I could play it well I don't show it I've been here 22 years and still haven't found the dev exit there's no blood for me here no violent signs of decay just doomed to repeat disappointment for every fucking day so what's the point to it all? I've tried a million things and I've done it all before where do the dead ends come to life? I've cried a thousand times and I'll die a thousand more and her flaming absence burns golden opportunities that had to wait her flaming absence burns a gently crumbling state each step takes defeating a history worth repeating

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released July 30, 2021

recorded at home (known to some as Airplane Hunting Grounds)
drum programming on bloodletting recorded in florida in the middle of the night
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